Living with AIDS and Axé
Studying health care among Brazil’s poor children, an
EAP student learns the true meaning of axé, the
energy of life.

Underprivileged children perform
regional dances in Projeto Axé's annual parade
in Salvador, Brazil |
by Ruth Padrón
xé”
(pronounced ashëi) is defined in the Brazilian candomblé dialect
as the force and energy that makes everything in the universe
come to life. Little did I know, axé would change my
philosophy of life.
As an undergraduate at UC Berkeley, I went to Brazil to learn
about Brazilian culture and language. As part of my study abroad
experience in Brazil, I took a course in psychology called
Psychology and Health. A requirement of the course was to work
in an underrepresented community. I volunteered for Projeto
Axé, a non-profit organization dedicated to helping
the most vulnerable segment of our social universe—children
and youth in extreme poverty.
I recall my days in the local clinic’s waiting room—the interactions
with the health care team and the conversations and activities
with the children. Those encounters made my visit to Brazil
one of my most rewarding experiences, and provided me with
first-hand knowledge regarding health and advocacy for disenfranchised
people.
As a volunteer, I was asked to reinforce the concept of axé.
This objective was strengthened through educational seminars
and activities, which built community among the participants.
For example, “Cârol,” a fifteen-year-old infected with
the HIV virus, was a Projeto Axé participant. The health
clinic, a non-profit organization, faced many obstacles in
helping Cârol, including inadequate medical technology
and inadequate supplies. However, as a team, we could educate
Cârol and others about the health risks of HIV/AIDS.
We provided Cârol with emotional support, and networked
with doctors, nurses, and community health advocates to arrange
for her treatment at the local hospital.
Working with the children allowed me to realize that my path
in life lies within community health in Latin America.
I will never forget visiting the clinic for the last time—the
tears, the emotions, and the good-byes; but most significantly,
the moment Cârol looked at me and said, “Thanks for
everything.” Those three words marked the force and energy
that defined
my purpose in life.
While on EAP I also worked with young adults and children
in a field research project organized by one of my professors.
Working with the children allowed me to realize that my path
in life lies within community health in Latin America. Through
these personal learning experiences, I became aware of the
health disparities that the women and children were facing
and I realized that I cannot turn my back on this disenfranchised
population. I believe the best way to help is through outreach
and education.
As a result of my amazing study abroad experience, I am continuing
my education this year as a graduate student in the Center
for Iberian and Latin American Studies at UC San Diego, where
I intend to work as an agent of social change in the community
and in academia within Latin America.
Through my experience in Brazil I learned how political economy
has shaped the resources (i.e., health care) for the local
people. I intend to find the means to increase resources
for the most vulnerable members of our society.
As a graduate student, researcher, and activist, I want to
continue to be a health promotion advocate within this population.
I want to equip youth and their communities with the knowledge
necessary to continue the struggle. Specifically, I am learning
more about how race, poverty, and gender affect the quality
of care given to young children and adolescents. In a sense,
I am working to establish the necessary means to continue my
mission to provide the energy and force of axé to make
the universe of these children and youth come to life—a mission
that began on EAP in Brazil.
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